From June 2015
This morning I had my first astral projection for a while, I haven't been focusing on it as I had a lot going on in the physical, still a lot going on but it's the summer holidays so I have more time.
It was a projection from a lucid dream, I was in a dream looking at some double doors that were on the ground, very small doors, I opened them and saw a beautiful town with a building rather like the Taj Mahal. I focused hard on the image of the town through the doors and as I did become lucid. How I love that moment of becoming lucid in a dream.
I looked over to the window and saw that I was very high up, the doors that were previously on the floor took the place of the window. I set the intention to OBE. I went up to the door ready to fly through for some reason it was a bit difficult then I kicked in the glass, this I think was symbolic of breaking a barrier that I had put up. I flew through the window and over the town, the Taj Mahal type building was in the distance.
I kept the intention to OBE in mind, and kept repeating 'Now I am out-of-body'. I shot up in the air, flying very fast, above was blackness but it was not totally dark. I then stopped myself and shut out everything that was external, I focused on the moment and went deeper into my self. The feeling was one of peace and calm, a feeling that all was ok. Just above me a lady appeared and I knew instantly she was one of my guides. She was dressed in black and had the appearance of the Guardian from the tv show 'The Librarians' (I think this symbolism is important) She told me that they had been trying to get through to me (they being her and other guides), they said they have been trying to raise my DNA, that I had set up a barrier, this would be the symbolism involved when I kicked down the glass in the door earlier, breaking the barrier. The guide told me that they had been leaving me messages.
I then asked her about a problem I have with my ears at the moment, but she just looked at me and smiled as if I already know the answer............. which I probaby do but sometimes we do like to hear it said aloud.
I like the idea that our guides leave us messages maybe that was the reason a black cat kept coming to my back door, totally out of the blue, it would sit there and miaow, even after I gave it food it would still sit and miaow, in fact whenever it saw me in the garden it would make a beeline for me.
"Cats, domestic and wild, were also sacred to the goddess in Celtic mythology, and they were considered a potent totem animal of several clans. They believed that cats were guardians of the gates to the Otherworld, guardians of their treasures and also bring to the people the wholeness, as a spiritual link between humans and the universe."
So now I have allowed my barrier to come down, I did have to put it up for a while though, I had to get myself well and truly grounded and feeling good about myself. My guides will just have to live with it, if they were going through a physical menopause they would understand.